1. |
To Leave Without Warning
07:00
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[Ben]
This creation needs erasing
This sketch isn’t beautiful anymore
Wipe the fear from these walls and let me start over
I apologize if I don’t remember you in the morning
You in the morning
Stuck in wanderlust, I’m searching for a deeper connection
I need a bond stronger than these nerves connecting my heart and brain
A telegraph between the two, telling me that I’m worth it
That I matter to someone at least
[Tyler]
Just tell me I’m worth it
Just tell me I’m worth it
[Ben]
Lingering in the past leaves me with cold feet
I need a balance between myself
That isn’t self-medication
Or compulsively saying, “It will all be ok”
If I stay fucked for much longer,
There won’t be much left for me in the long run
I’m scared for myself
Time to grow into my home
Until I am stable and sane
Time to grow into my home
Until I am stable and sane
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2. |
Space Suit
01:37
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Lightspeed straggler, unfit for take-off
I left my space suit at home
I left my space suit at home
I’m lifting off into another dimension
Where my flight is turning out to be an unreturned trip
To the earth I once knew
It’s hard to reach for the stars
When your feet are stuck in the sand
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Specter
01:49
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You’ve become a recluse, a ghost
And I can’t feel your presence
You seem to no longer be anything to me
But how I wish to feel your warmth
I wish I could feel your warmth,
You’ve secluded yourself with so much silence
You’ve secluded yourself with so much silence
You’re a snowman in the summer
You’re the portrait of your father
And I pray I’m not the same
And I pray I’m not the same
I pray
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Ghost-eyed and limp, I hover on by
Blank in the face, but a crime scene in my mind
Misleading conscious to block out the good
Wipe me free of who I was never meant to be
I’ll do what it takes to get a taste of closure
Make amends with the wicked
Forever be healed
I couldn’t fall asleep, and you asked me why
Cuz I’m striving to find what it means to be alive
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5. |
Castaway
03:35
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[Tyler]
It squeezes me
Locking my limbs at my sides
Rendering me vegetative
[Ben]
Shoulders hunched and head dangled, like wind chimes in the summer
Flowing with every breath of the wind
Weighed down by anxieties embrace,
But my feet still coincide with these waters
That try to break me at the ankles,
But I continue to stand
These waves crash down,
But I’m along for the ride
Along for the ride
Weighed down, with a suit made of lead
[Tyler]
Weighed down, weighed down
[Ben]
I carry it fully, but it’s caving in my head
[Tyler]
Weighed down, weighed down
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6. |
Rituals
02:05
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[Ben]
If I failed you, I’m sorry
But I am no longer your anchor
To fall back on
Your ship has been wrecked,
And you’re the last survivor
Afraid and weak
Collecting warmth
And learning to live
But motionless in thought
[Tyler]
Motionless in thought
[Ben]
Collecting warmth
And learning to live
But motionless in thought
You’ve given up
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I’m not awake
I’m not alive
Gathered bodies
Scattered lies
Let me rest
Let me sleep
I’m just empty
No longer weak
Burn me dry
Please don’t cry
Laid to rest
Laid to rest
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8. |
Inquietude
08:26
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[Ben]
We tremor in synchronization
We suffer in silence
But in a sense, I know you best of all
We are the same in the sense that we are being consumed,
And when we know we are unworthy
These breaths grow longer apart but closer to each other
This bloodline needs to heal
Absorbed by your phantoms
They feel your decline, your lack of life
Your fear is masked
The presence of man
Blinded
[Tyler]
Blinded
[Ben]
But not to me
Blinded
[Jordan]
Blinded
[Ben]
But not to me
Blinded, but not to me
I feel your decline
Your lack of life
I feel your decline
You can’t feel anymore
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Grief Harvest Illinois
Ben - Vocals
Jordan - Guitar
Nic - Bass
Tyler - Drums
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